A broken promise

A broken promise, a broken heart, a crushed soul amidst all the pain that I have endured to her. I could never take back what I did. These scars will last forever, never to go away from me. It will remind me what I did to her. I can't forgive myself and she can't forgive me. As I sit in my dark room wondering how to fix this, but I find no answer. All I can do is just live life as much as i can, try to mend a broken heart, but never happens, she will always be hurt of what I did. everyday I try to pull a smile on my face but it always fades away from me.